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This may be the end o' the road

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 31, 2008, 3:57 AM
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Well, I know it's my fault for not having adequate Anti-Virus software running, but, my computer hasn't been hooked up to the internet for a LONG time (hence, the lack of submissions), and even though I suspected a virus, at least my machine was still working. But as of a few weeks ago, thanks to my neighbor, I have internet again. So I downloaded some anti-virus software and scanned my Program Files folder and also the sub-folder where I save all of the downloaded installers, and I found that EVERY SINGLE BIT of my Daz Studio softwar was infected. I don't know much about viruses but I know that if this wipes out my Daz Sudio capabilities(I've already lost V3, Aiko3, their morph packs and countless pieces of poser content), then that'll pretty much be the end of my days as a 3d artist. I don't have the money to replace the registered Daz3d content that was lost and this entire machine is probably infected as well and I definitely can't afford another one. So, sadly, the few 3d renders that I've posted here, mediocre as they are, will probably be the last I'll ever create. I don't know how the whole anti-virus thing works, but, unless Daz3d is in the habit of replacing software lost through stupidity then I guess that's it for me. Thanx to everyone that helped me and inspired me to get into 3d in the first place. I 'd like to thank each one individually but right now I feel so defeated that I just want to pack it all up and forget I ever even tried. My work, and I know it's mediocre at best, was one of the few little things in my life that I was kinda proud of. I feel like I'm getting tied down and beaten by somebody that doesn't even know why they hate me. Fuck it. Just......fuck it.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 36 yr old emotional infant
  • Current Residence: Caliente Nevada
  • Interests: Apparently, notthing that anyone else finds interesting
  • Favourite movie: Apocalypse Now, Godfather Trilogy, A Clockwork Orange, The Ring
  • Favourite band or musician: Metallica, Alice In Chains, Andre Segovia,Stevie Ray Vaughan,Godsmack,AC/DC,Pantera,Slayer,Venom
  • Favourite genre of music: Iron Maiden,RUSH,All the flavors of METAL
  • Favourite artist: Sorayama,Leroy Nieman,Michaelangelo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Aliester Crowley, Edgar Allen Poe, Clive Barker, Stephen Hawking,Hunter S. Thompson,TrinityXXX
  • Favourite style of art: Female Nudes,Fetish,Dark Manips
  • Operating System: Windows 98 SE
  • MP3 player of choice: Sonique
  • Skin of choice: Danzig, George, Nekronomikron
  • Favourite game: Will this fit in your mouth
  • Favourite cartoon character: Eric Cartman,Bender,Taz
  • Personal Quote: In Xanadu did Kubla Khan a stately Pleasure Dome decree...
  • Tools of the Trade: Rock Drills, Explosives, a childlike indifference to danger, a retarded,infantile grasp of reality

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~cunning-linguist2112:iconcunning-linguist2112: Jan 17, 2008, 8:23:51 PM
Thanx, Love.

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=rakastajatar:iconrakastajatar: Jan 8, 2008, 11:50:17 AM
happy belated birthday!

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~NikiXXX:iconNikiXXX: Sep 13, 2007, 7:00:02 AM
YOU'VE BEEN HIT BY THE



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ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 PEOPLE! IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOU'RE REALLY sexy! IF YOU BREAK THE cHAIN, YOULL BE CURSED WITH UN*SEXYNESS FOR 10 YEARS SO PASS IT HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS sexy

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~belle-de-la-nuit:iconbelle-de-la-nuit: Feb 12, 2007, 10:06:54 PM
Thanks for the fav!!
-Mary
~belle-de-la-nuit:iconbelle-de-la-nuit: Feb 9, 2007, 11:12:13 PM
thank you for the fav!!!
-Mary
*kittystavern:iconkittystavern: Jan 17, 2007, 6:28:29 PM
:hug: Thanks so much for the :+fav: I really appreciate it!

You have a very nice gallery! Keep up the good work!

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*kittystavern:iconkittystavern: Jan 17, 2007, 6:27:44 PM
:hug: Thanks so much for the :+fav: I really appreciate it!

You have a very nice gallery! Keep up the good work!

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*DvS-Design:iconDvS-Design: Jan 15, 2007, 8:16:21 AM
Thanks for the fav :+fav: !

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~NikiXXX:iconNikiXXX: Jan 7, 2007, 12:43:36 AM
thanks for the fav love

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~judylee:iconjudylee: Dec 31, 2006, 4:42:31 PM
Happy New Year! :party:

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~FriendlyMotherRabbit:iconFriendlyMotherRabbit: Dec 3, 2006, 4:45:39 PM
Hello, I believe you are a member of the ~Futurama-Club? I'm not sure when you joined, I just wanted you to know that the account has been hacked into by some moron >:/ so if you start seeing stupid journals and stuff come up in your messages it's because the account has been stolen from the original founder ~bella-bear. I was another of the original members and I'm really annoyed at what this idiot has done to the account. So if there are problems please do not contact ~bella-bear, as she cannot access the club. Another original member of the club ~kissmeimcute tried to ask what was happening and was promptly blocked. I have been blocked too, hence the need to contact people through their own pages. Thanks for your time :)

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~FriendlyMotherRabbit:iconFriendlyMotherRabbit: Dec 3, 2006, 4:45:37 PM
Hello, I believe you are a member of the ~Futurama-Club? I'm not sure when you joined, I just wanted you to know that the account has been hacked into by some moron >:/ so if you start seeing stupid journals and stuff come up in your messages it's because the account has been stolen from the original founder ~bella-bear. I was another of the original members and I'm really annoyed at what this idiot has done to the account. So if there are problems please do not contact ~bella-bear, as she cannot access the club. Another original member of the club ~kissmeimcute tried to ask what was happening and was promptly blocked. I have been blocked too, hence the need to contact people through their own pages. Thanks for your time :)

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Fry: What class do you teach?
Professor Farnsworth: "The Mathematics of Quantum Neutrino Fields." I made up the title so that no student would dare take it.
Fry: Mathematics...wonton...burrito meals. I'll be there!
~BuzDeeZul:iconBuzDeeZul: Nov 27, 2006, 11:55:35 PM
i used your stock here [link]

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~NikiXXX:iconNikiXXX: Oct 30, 2006, 8:45:19 PM
im sorry baby. hopefully things will look up soon. And i will never stop thinking about you....:heart: :kiss: :rose: love you babe

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~cunning-linguist2112:iconcunning-linguist2112: Oct 28, 2006, 9:22:49 PM
Glad to see my crap being used for something creative. Nice work.

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Friends don't let friends joust wired.
My Dogma ran into the street and got run over by your Karma.

"I'm a mushroom cloud layin' mutherfucker, Mutherfucker. Every time my fingers touch brain, I'm Superfly TNT, I'm the Guns of the Navarone."-Jules
~cunning-linguist2112:iconcunning-linguist2112: Oct 28, 2006, 9:21:27 PM Mood: Sadness
I miss you too Babe. So much I wanna cry sometimes. Lifes really kicked me in the teeth lately. I'm staying at a motel and don't have internet or I'd chat wicha every day. My future's uncertain and I'm trying to keep it together, but it's a losing battle. Nice to see that you still think about me. Miss you.

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Friends don't let friends joust wired.
My Dogma ran into the street and got run over by your Karma.

"I'm a mushroom cloud layin' mutherfucker, Mutherfucker. Every time my fingers touch brain, I'm Superfly TNT, I'm the Guns of the Navarone."-Jules
~sam-man:iconsam-man: Oct 23, 2006, 10:53:56 PM
Used your stock again here [link]
Again thankyou :D
~sam-man:iconsam-man: Oct 23, 2006, 10:22:56 AM Mood: Love
Hey-ho, very... interesting gallery :D I used one of your stocks here [link]
Thankyou very much :D
~NikiXXX:iconNikiXXX: Aug 24, 2006, 10:42:59 PM
i miss you! come back!

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~NikiXXX:iconNikiXXX: Apr 30, 2006, 8:42:56 PM
just wanted to make sure you know i love you :heart:

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=Digital-Kisses:iconDigital-Kisses: Mar 29, 2006, 11:36:00 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: :)

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*loveit:iconloveit: Mar 19, 2006, 6:56:12 PM
thanks for the :+favlove: on hush my king!:heart:

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*Keizie:iconKeizie: Mar 17, 2006, 9:17:46 AM
:w00t: Thanks for the favs!

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~neurolepsia:iconneurolepsia: Mar 9, 2006, 10:35:15 PM
Thank you for the add... :blushes:

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